24.06.25 .
Ever since my time
in the heart of the
country, it's all I've
been able to think about-
I need to return.
I've been so sick, that I
believe it will heal me.

20.06.25 .
I love my best friend,
but he fucked up today.
He decided to take
photos of the guy
I'm interested in, but
the guy's friend caught him.
He's infuriating. He had no clue
how stressed I am,
about the fact that now,
due to his actions, I look like a stalker. He apologised, but I'm incredibly unhappy.

14.06.25 .
Well, I've been having
some terrible migraines.
I believe there may be
something properly wrong.
Last night, not even my
usual medication helped.
The migraine stuck until midnight,
even after I had slept for a few hours.

09.06.25 .
I finally managed to study,
though it hasn't been as
productive as I planned.
I originally wanted to
study for all of my
upcoming exams, however
I'm afraid that I have only
made slight progress on two.

07.06.25 .
Day one of the long weekend,
and I'm afraid that I am
still incredibly ill. Instead of
vomiting, I have had a cold
for the past three days.
I don't know how I caught it,
but I do know that it is serious
enough to prevent me from studying. Alas, I must pull through. This law exam can't be passed based on the knowledge I already have.

Talk of Italy is arising among my friends.
We've organised a trip through
Europe, and I am incredibly excited
to meet my Italian friends again.
I would never have
expected to be traveling to
Europe twice in two years.
At least I now know my way
around Rome quite well.

05.06.25 .
Today was quite the day. Well,
for starters, I woke up
incredibly ill. I think that it
could have been due to my
inconsistent use of medication
yesterday. I ended up going to
class, where I did two hours worth
of my Julius Caesar historical investigation.
I performed today, so did he. I wasn't too sick in the afternoon, but now, as I prepare
for my next study session, I'm beginning to feel
the weight of my lack of care.

In regards to him, I can't say
that we spoke. Or that I think that
he's interested in me anymore.
I smiled at him twice today,
but I don't think he saw. Gosh, I wish
he would just talk to me.
I am quite approachable, it shouldn't
be too hard. Well, I won't dwell
on any man too much. I have study to do,
Julius Caesar calls for my attention.

Note: 'Cocktail Di Successi' by Tony Renis
just got released on spotify!

04.06.25 .
Studied Julius Caesar today. Almost
done with my assessment,
though I'm afraid I have much
more to go regarding my
other exams.

I'm done with nerves- all I want
is to talk to this guy. I've had the
most perfect opportunities so far, and I
have only taken one.